| Yes that's right! Shopping I LOVE shopping! Well not really but I love clothes! I actually hate shopping! Anyways. I don't have winter clothes. When I was growing up I stole my Mom's clothes. Then I moved to FL and didn't need winter clothes. Now I am back home smaller then my Mom and had no winter clothes! What is a ittie bittie hardly any fat girl to do with out winter clothes? I freeze at 70 degrees it gets in the 20s around here! So I took my Momma shopping! I got a pair of jeans that are super cute and I can wear heels with! Heels are very sexy when worn correctly! I got a pair of "pajama" pants with a HOT pink swetter to match. I got 2 plaid shirts same style one green one black, a long sleeve hooded shirt a swetter and I think thats it. Then walmart has 2 more shirts that I want. I might pick them up this week when I go pick up my meds. I'll ask Mom first cuz my meds are extremely expensive! OH i got a really cute scarf to! It so cute and so pretty! Its pink and brown. Coming from the heavy metal girl! Which my one sirt has guitars skulls stars drums the works in all my favorite NEON colors! and it has a skill zipper! Very sexy! I got eye shadow to match to! wooo!! 
Now I am waiting for Chris and we are hanging out tonite. Im excited as always! Jeannie's MIA i think she's at work but she has next weekend off so I understand! Although I do miss her! Its so cold in here and outside! OMG it sucks. |
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| Exercising.... Well dizziness and couging! But i will work with this and work through this and use my inhaler!  sighs... Chris will be here soon though |
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| I was talking to Jeannie yesterday about my allergy and places I could eat! I am very limited because of the severity of my allergy. When I started listing all the things I couldn't do I actually sorta got sad. Don't go and blame Jeannie now she was trying to help me find places to eat cuz I freaking hate meat! Listing all things I couldn't do and where I can't go made me think how miserable my allergy is. I can't eat anywhere or do anything! This is why I look at the positives. Yeah my allergy is way to severe for my own good BUT I have about 5 places I can eat out the million that are here. 5 is better then none! So I can't eat in a food court but atleast I cant go to the mall. Its all abotu how you look at the situation at hand! |
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| So today I am going to exercise for the first since diagnosed with Asthma! I got instructions on how to do and I am a little nervous BUT i can do this. My Doctor wants to adapt my asthma to my lifestyle! Which is great! I am so excited! Not many doctors like doing that!
1 more weekend! Jeannie are you excited?! (please dont post details on here its public AIM! Cell, Twitter, yahoo, facebook) WOW im easily accessible! Yet not really at all!
Shopping this weekend then to raid my Mom's closet! I have never owned winter clothes I had mom's closet! Why would I need clothes when I have hers? When she was skinnier I would steal her clothes allll the time! I wonder what she still has? I am not sure though! I must go investigate! |
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| From an early age girls are trianed to hide their flaws. Am I skinny enough? Do I have on enough make-up? Is this flattering to my body? Over all do I look perfect? As I was puting my make up this morning I realized this. I love my make up and won't stop wearing it. But why should we as woman hide characteristics that make us who we are? That scar on my forhead yep been there since I was 3! That freckle under my eye yep thats my beauty mark. The scars along my chin? One to many allergic reactions is scratched. Scars on my arm? Reminder of who I was and how I grown. God forbid I show how much i actually eat! I'd bring shame on the enitre woman population! Espically since im skinny! Sighs! The point of this is! Are imperfections are characteristics of who we are as people and we should embrace them and accept them because they each hold a memory and representation of who we are! |
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